December 8: Berrrry Intewesting

Why blog? Why do you or why do you like to blog (recognizing that these are not always the same thing)? Courtesy of my fantastically awesome sister, Kristen.

As I'm sure you have figured out by now, I probably need therapy. I have all kinds of issues and hang-ups. I like to think of them as personality quirks, but if I'm completely realistic, I know my head could use a little shrinking. Instead of letting some little weasel wearing glasses, smoking a pipe and wearing a cardigan force me to lay on a couch and tell him all of my deepest and darkest secrets while he says, "um hmm" and "berrrrryyy intewesting," I prefer to spill it out to all of you.

I've been thinking about blogging for a long time. I've read my sister's blog and Kassie's blog. I've talked about it with my sister, but could never come up with a reason. Why would anyone want to read what I have to say? What would I have to say? Would anyone ever read? Would I have to hold back so as not to hurt feelings?  So when the opportunity to participate in a month long blogging extravaganza with a bunch of people that I mostly don't know, I thought, well, now is my chance. May as well try it out.

It's been awesome. I've loved writing. I've loved reading. I've loved commenting. And most of all (because I love validation in all forms) I've loved reading your comments on what I say.

Doit.

Who or what makes you laugh so hard that milk shoots out of your nose and why? Slapstick, dry witty comedy, your kids, Monty Python? Courtsey of Kassie.

This would be my fifth attempt at writing this. I keep coming up with more and more things that make me laugh. At first, I could really think of was myself. Yeah yeah. It's vain. I'm so funny, but really I am. Ask my sister. But as I was typing I kept coming up with more and more things and people that make me laugh. So, in no particular order...

• This scene, well montage really, from Starsky & Hutch. The movie is horribly stupid, yet I can't help but watch it when it's on. You should too. Doit. (Just don't tell my sister to doit. She HATES it!)
• My nieces and nephews. All of them. There are so many things about them, from Carl as "Suit-Bag Boy" to Topher being Topher, to Aedan denying his monkey heritage, that make me giggle.
• Tommy Boy. More accurately, quoting entire scenes from Tommy Boy with my brother-in-law, Sean. Not only is the movie hilarious, the fact that it slightly annoys my sister when we go on quoting rampages is also quite hilarious.
• My bosses and coworkers. I don't think I've gone a day without laughing at least once, since I've worked here. Especially at my boss who thinks it is completely hilarious to repeat every idea I spout out in different wording and act like it was his own.
• Certain movies....in no particular order, that make me lose it every single time I watch them....Knocked Up, Saved,  Home for the Holidays, Forgetting Sarah Marshall....I'm certain there are more, but those are the few that came to mind.

I know there's more things. I'm certain of it, but my sense of humor is hiding this week, so this is all I could come up with. 

December 6: I don't wanna. You can't make me!

 

List 10 things you would never do.

Yes! I mean, no, you would never do!

Courtesy of Katrina of katrinatripled.blogspot.com

I'm not a very adventurous person. I'm very anxious and more than a little clumsy, so I tend to like to stay in a comfort bubble, so coming up with a list of 10 things I wouldn't do should be easy, right? WRONG! I've been contemplating this list for a few days now and have been struggling to come up with 10 things that you could never ever in a million years, EVER, talk me into trying out. As I type, I still don't know of more than three or four things, so I'm hoping that typing it out will help me come up with a few more. Deep breath....here goes...

1.) Skydive, bungee jump, hand-glide, cliff dive, mountain climb....pretty much anything that involves me being high up. When you get results like this lovely bruise, just from wearing a pair of too-high heels and trying to walk, you tend to like to keep your feet (and the rest of your person) as close to the ground as possible. 

2.) Do drugs. Yes, I smoked a pot a couple of times when I was younger. I will own up to that. But I have never, and will never, tried any other illegal narcotics. Nor will I ever smoke pot again. People tend to make poor decisions and do stupid things when under the influence. I already do enough stupid things and make enough poor decisions, I don't need any help. 

3.) Quit a job without having another job lined up. I have done this before. It was the biggest mistake ever. My job may not be my dream gig. There may be 4 or 5 days of the week that I would rather pull my covers back up over my head than get up and go into work. But it's a job. And it pretty much pays the bills most of the time. 

4.) Stop doing things I love just because there aren't enough hours in the day or enough dollars in the bank account. I quit painting for years, and I regret it. I always make sure to have lots of paint and brushes and a few canvases in my makeshift art studio now so that I can take to the canvas on a whim (or should my emotional being need a little venting.)

5.) Let my basement (or any room of my house) get like this again. I bought a house far too young, and spent 10 years feeling overwhelmed, buried, helpless and hopeless. I was so worried about hurting feelings that I kept EVERYTHING that was ever given to me. I finally let go of that in the last few months. I've cleaned out almost every room in the house and made it MY space. I am the only one that lives there after all! There is no one I should be trying to please except myself. 

6.) Settle for less than what I want when it comes to my love life. I have always wanted to be in love, so much so that I would settle for any yahoo that would come along and show me the least bit of attention or affection. I have ignored what my gut was telling me so many times just because I thought maybe he would be the one. They never were. When it was actually right, I never had that sinking feeling in my gut.

7.) Give up Diet Coke. I've tried. I can't. And I don't wanna.

8.) Give up my dream of owning a bar/restaurant. I doubt it will ever happen, but I think about it everyday.

9.) Stop doing stupid things to make people laugh. I'm more than willing to make an ass of myself, dress up like a fool, pose for the camera, or any other thing to get a laugh or two. Even if it is at the expense of my dignity.

10.) Go back on anti-depressants. I understand their purpose. I even understand why people need them. Some days, I'm about 99% sure that I need them, but I can't do it. They suck the life out of me. I lost my personality when I took them, and that made me even more depressed. 

December 5: Do These Make My Butt Look Big?

What is the one thing you finally did this year that you always wanted or said you were going to do, but in your heart of hearts never thought you would actually do? courtesy of Amy at http://2bperfectlyfrank.blogspot.com/


2011 turned out to be a year full of changes for me. Not everything I've done this year has been great, and I've definitely made some bad decisions, but those decisions got me to where I am, so I've come to terms with them.
This year has been full of things I always wanted to do but never thought I would. I've fallen madly in love. I've cleaned out my basement. I started painting again. But really, there's one thing that I always wished I could do, but never in a million years dreamed I would. Heck, I even tweeted about how awful it would be for someone like me to do something like this, but I did it anyways. I purchased and wore......SKINNY JEANS! And let me tell you....I was wrong before. I CAN wear them (without the fashion police banging down my door).

Growing Up Pains

How did you become more of a grown-up this year? Or did you pull a Peter Pan and stubbornly remain childlike?

2011 has been a year full of changes for me. At the end of 2010 I met someone that over the course of the past year, I've come to realize that I want to spend my life with. We still have obstacles to overcome, but I realized that though I can't have control over that situation, I can control how I use my time while we work through those obstacles.

A year ago, I would have gone out 5 nights a week with friends, spent way too much money on partying, tried to fill any voids I felt with new things, and not worried about pesky things like bills or my house. That's not the case anymore.

Over the past year I've grown up so much...so much that my group of friends has completely changed. Some didn't like the new me...the me that would rather buy a can of paint or new cabinet knobs than buy a round of drinks. The me that would rather paint my walls and install those knobs than go out to the same bar and have the same conversation with the same people.

I've become kind of a homebody. It's been an adjustment. Sometimes I miss the old, carefree me, but generally I don't. I like to spend my time cooking and working on projects in my wee little abode now. And though I can't control how things are going to end up when it comes to that special someone, I can focus on me and making my life better. Then if it does go the way I'm hoping, I'm ready for it!

December 1: It'll Find You When You Stop Trying So Hard

If the you of today could go back in time & give advice to any previous you, which age would you visit & what would you tell them? 


If only I'd known then what I know now...I think that just about every time I reflect on my life. So many mistakes made, tantrums thrown, tears shed...but they've all made me the woman I am today. If I hadn't had those lessons to learn from, I imagine I'd be some hollow shell of person who never experienced the pain of heartbreak, the complete and utter pain of depression, the extreme high and excitement of accomplishment, and everything in between. But for today, I'd like to give a little advice to my 4 year old self. To her I'd like to say, "just be patient."


I've been teased my whole life about being boy crazy. I personally attribute it to the fact that I'm a warm & fuzzy person and just have lots of love to give, but that's just me. The "boy craziness" began as far back as I can remember. I was always trying to get attention from my older siblings' guy friends. I still remember my first three "loves." My brother's friend, Dixon, my sister's friend, John, and my biggest crush of all...my brother's friend, and our cousin, Roy. I would do anything Roy said in hopes that he would give me a little more attention. Try a second bite of the super spicy salsa because I must have gotten the only hot bite in the jar the first time? Okay! This was just the first of a lifetime of stupid things I did because I thought it would make some boy love me back.


Well, 4 year old Keri, that wasn't love. It may have felt that way, but it wasn't. You're going to find love one day, and it's going to come when you least expect it. You won't be prepared, and it's not going to be easy, but it is worth the wait. It'll be everything you dreamed of and more. So just be patient little one. You will get what you are trying so hard for. Oh, and don't ever forget that you deserve someone that loves you for who you are, not who they want you to be. Quit trying to be what you think they want you to be. You are perfect just the way you are.

Welcome To The Wonderful World of Blogging

Well here I am. Finally doing what I've talked with my sister about forever now....starting a blog. I've always hesitated wondering if I have enough interesting things to say to merit filling up space with my words. Well, no more hesitation. I'm joining a group of ladies for a month full of blogging. So here I am. I'm relying on Reverb Broads 2011 to tell me what to talk about. Hope I can make my words read worthy.